Right now my housemate wants me to go clubbing tonight… but I don’t wanna go because I know I will have to eat before drinking anything and eating is giving me all these anxious feelings because I’m terrified that once I start I won’t stop :’(
And now I’m panicking because I know I’m relapsing :( i really don’t want to deal with this right now :’(
Sometimes you just need that extra brownie or that extra bowl of pasta or that extra slice of pizza. Sometimes you need a day of laying in bed watching your favourite tv show over and over again with a bowl of ice cream. Sometimes you don’t need to go for that run or go to the gym. Sometimes the unhealthiest option is by far the healthiest option. Nourish your soul and mind.
Cause you know this is all I intend on doing today… watching anime