Fine all day, perfectly happy and not a bad thought around, we get home and my parents start arguing about everything and anything, and the hostility really upset me, which it always has done ever since I was a child. And I can just tell it’s going to be taken out on me and it’s horrible and all I wanna do is go home and curl up in a ball and block it out!
And now they’ve woken up my sister so she is crying and all I feel is anxiety :( fuck I just wanna go back home!
No. No I refuse it. No. Today is not about me, it’s about my mother. Healthy happy mindset, healthy happy mindset.
Hate this time of year!
Fuck my life….. Season two better be worth it otherwise I’m going to be disappointed to the point of crying!